Justin’s project was brought to my attention when my fiancee and I were discussing the strengths and weaknesses of masculine and feminine energy and how many societies are built around these inherited beliefs.
Take religion, for instance (not to put the spotlight on a hot topic…).
It is rigid and authoritarian in nature, built on the foundation of hierarchy, much like government and corporation, and can be regarded as a stream of energy that is masculine, patriarchal, and authoritarian.
Ideally, religion can be associated with patriarchy (but only for sake of my post.)
I believe that many of us can refer to our own experiences with men and realized that masculinity is often associated with stoicism and the inability to be vulnerable around anyone, especially those we love.
It is endurance, sacrifice, and expectation; not to mention emotional oppression…
My fiancee and I also discussed father-son/father-daughter relationships and how the relationships (both balanced/imbalanced) influence a child’s growth and their ability to create stability, prosperity, and abundance.
Coming from a past stigmatized by negative male interactions, it was insightful to discuss this topic with my fiancee because it made me realize that much of my outlook on life, as well as my prior treatment of others, stemmed from these “daddy issues”.
It was strange to think that I, as conscientious as I am, could be subject to it!
But there I was, rolling through a list of items he’d programmed for me.
- The inability to accept that I was wrong
- The inability to freely express my emotions
- The fear of getting my hopes up “because you’ll only be disappointed“
- And running when I couldn’t handle or commit to a relationship
It was a lot of baggage that made it difficult to commit to jobs and relationships and it made it difficult to stay in one place for too long. He taught me that the only way to preserve myself was to escape and that is what I did when life became too hard to cope with.
Upon reflecting on a lot of what I endured, it took little effort to realize that my masculinity was broken because of the example before me.
Talk about ancestral inheritance!
When watching this first episode, I gradually found a weight lifting off my shoulders when I realized that I was not alone in the struggle of masculinity and the way that society plays in a role in its image and evolution.
It was like someone had finally addressed the elephant in the room.
In retrospect, masculine energy is much like earth in that it is associated with strength and stability whereas feminine energy is like water in that it is emotional and creative freedom.
When you have too much of either element, it only leads to dysfunction and discordance and a whole lot of noise..
Since then, I’ve gone out of my way to transform the negative patriarchy. So far, it’s been a hard road but if there’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s that…
Men just need to learn to love their inner women and children.